I was about to buy that darn unit but I came short of a few bucks...T_T.
I guess I'll get a hold of it this January 15, if the odds wouldn't be great..
I'm dying to have that in my room...A few more saving up...
You know, I don't understand why when you know you have all that it takes to save someone's day, that's when you just can't show it, not because of being such a fruitjuice, but because you know, you just don't have the chance to. When you know deep down in your veins that there's just nothing that would keep you from doing the impossible just to show someone how much they mean to you, that's when they wouldn't just realize it.
Maybe I'm just being so naive, of not knowing the possibilities of doing this or that. I just tend to scare myself of undesireable outcomes, I got so damn psychotic of what others would say, when I really haven't tried to listen to what they have to say about me.
Maybe I should start lending an ear, and giving people a chance to express their thoughts about me.
And I should start saying what's inside my heart, and stop being a wuss, procrastinating the important.
Plus I should put a stop into getting involved with girls with MOVING-ON issues. I just don't learn. Yeah, go ahead, whack my head off.
Okay, I'll try that...Heheh ^^
Ever since talaga big issue sa akin ang 'ex' or ika nga nila 'past love'. I get really jealous and very selfish kapag andun ako sa situation na yun. Kasi parang alam mo yun? Wala akong panama doon.. I'm just the present at never ko matatalo kung ano man ang nangyari sa kanila.
I had watched the movie "One True Love" dito sa bahay with my family. I never thought na ex issue pala ang plot ng kwento. All throughout the movie, I can't help but cry. Hell yeah. I'm such a cry baby whenever I watch mga ganung tipo na movie. Nakakaaliw lang kasi parehas yung mga lines ni Dingdong saka how Marian tried to save their relationship. It reminds me of what had happened just recently. Yeah it still hurts. Pero kailangan mag move on and be mature.
Whatever the outcome will be I just followed my heart. Alam ko naman kasi yun ang magpapakasaya sa akin. I just hope they will be happy for me in whatever decision I did.. saka alam ko naman my friends will always be there to lift me up from shit.. whatever happens.
Thank you coz you realized your mistake. I was mad.. yeah. Obvious ba? Masakit kasi yun. Gaya nga sa mga previous post ko, I felt like a doll na kung kelan mo trip paglaruan yun pag sawa na.. andun itatago na xa sa cabinet. Ewan ko ba sa'yo at na rattle ka sa ex mo. Pero I can't blame you coz she used to be a huge part of your life. Yan ang laban na alam ko, wala.. talo na agad si watashi.. It hurts pero ganun yun e!
One sorry can erase everything..
When I love.. minsan lang at madalas hindi ko siya macontrol. However most of the time they take me for granted. Pero I follow whatever things that will make them happy even if my own happiness is at risk, cge go.
See my worth.. coz meron ako nun!
I still can't get over sa movie.. Galing.. Nakarelate si watashi.. har! har!
Since 2005, Rock Ed Philippines has
been ending its work-year with a mammoth celebration of Human Rights.
We hold eight (8) simultaneous events in eight (8) train stations of
the MRT line along historic EDSA. ROCK THE RILES is held every Sunday
closest to International Human Rights Day. (Intl HR Day is celebrated
every Dec 10)
Despite having no commercial funding this year,
we all decided to push through with it anyway. Everyone involved in
'Rock the Riles 2008' pitched in to make it possible. Shelled out
cash, lent some equipment, lent expertise, talent and time.
So we can squarely say: This one's ours.
This
gathering is our rally of sorts, that one time we decide to physically
come together and say the same thing at the same time. That one time we
decide to pool our voices and say "No more excuses, Philippines."
Next Sunday, take the train. Choose a station. Watch a gig. Take a stand. Rock and roll.
Save the date: 7th of Dec, 2008. 2-7pm at any MRT station nearest you.
Confirmed artists: Radioactive Sago Project, Sugarfree, Up Dharma Down, Gasulina, Giniling Festival, Paramita, Ang Bandang Shirley, Sleepwalk Circus, Swissy, Juan Pablo Dream, Musical O, Outerhope, Urbandub, Intolerant, Taken by Cars, Typecast, Switch, Out of Body Special, Hilera, Nyctinasty, Salamin, Severo, Faspitch, Subscapular, Peryodiko, Cambio, Enemies of Saturn, Blue Jean Junkies, Analog, Agnes Ingarra, Analog, Pin-up Girls, Bagetsafonik, Roots of Nature, Chillitees, Mozzie, Lahi, Chicosci, Lowtechs, Playphonics, Nyco Maca, College Coed, Join the Club, The Youth, Jeepney Joyride, Sopiz, Zelle, Menaya, Ciudad, Head, Chardonnay, Miko Aguilar, Nityalila, Matilda, PhilTag, Nokia-Rock Ed ACTS Music Scholars from Childhope Asia and Virlanie Foundation, Tribu rap artists, Beware of Death Threat, Miscellaneous, Monique, Ill-J, Mike Swift, Pamilya Dimagiba, People's Future and more.
Details to follow.
For now, kindly help us spread the word that Rock the Riles 2008 is on.
Salamat,
Gang Badoy
http://gangbadoy.multiply.com/journal/item/256/ROCK_THE_RILES_2008
Rock Ed Philippines
Let me tell you what had happened on my way home tonight. There's this guy.. Actually I saw him looking at me bago sumakay ng puj sa baclaran. Nung sumakay ako he followed me and seated beside me.
Normal naman yung byahe pero noong umabot na kami sa Coastal Mall mejo nakaramdam na ako ng kakaiba sa kanya. His style was kunwari nagkakamot xa ng left arm niya but his hands are caressing my right arm pati waist ko. Noong una iniignore ko lang pero mukang nag enjoy si toto (let's call him Toto since muka siyang Toto talaga) sa ginagawa niya.
Umabot na kami sa Talaba and mejo nairita na talaga ako. I told him, "And what do you think you're doing?" nagulat xa. "You're not scratching your arm, bastos ka! Ako huwag mo ako tatarantaduhin! Punyeta ka!" sabi ko in a loud voice.
Yung mga tao talagang nag tinginan sa amin. E gago pala xa akala niya tatahimik ako at hahayaan ko siyang gumawa ng katarantaduhan? NO WAY!
Napahiya siya kasi I was really irate at pinahiya ko siya. Umiiwas na nga ako like I keep on moving every now and then pero mukang talagang pervert itong si Toto.
Pagbaba niya sa SM Bacoor, aba sinisiko pa ako ni Toto. Nainis ako! Sabi ko "Hoy gago, huwag mo nga ako sikuhin! Tarantado to ah!" Sabay tinulak ko siya palabas ng jeep. He didn't look back at siya pa may gana mag ganun? Tangina diba?
But I'm scared in a way kasi baka abangan ako sa Baclaran at resbakan ako.
Paksyet!
Ika-27 ng Nobyembere. Unang araw ko sa trabaho matapos ang labing apat na araw na bakasyon kung saan ako nag-maneho sa kalsadang tila hindi nauubos, matapos ang higit sa dalawang libong pitik mula kay Trince (Canon 450D) at kung anu-ano pang pangyayari sa aking buhay.
Bumalik ako sa opisina at tila nakalimutan ko na ang lahat. Nakalimutan ko ang aking password sa aking workstation. Muntik kong makalimutan ang aking phone login. Nawalan ako ng access sa notepad at Filezilla.
Wala akong ginawa sa buhay ko noon sa opisina kundi dumaldal, mag-surf at kung anu-ano pang kalokohan. Buong araw ako naka-titig sa aking monitor at tila naghihintay sa wala.
Hindi mabilang na kumento sa mga blog ng kakilala at isa na dito ang litratong ginawa ni Kat kung saan parang nabasa siya ng tubig at biglang dumami. Sa isang reply niya sa kumento ko, sinabihan niya ako na nag-text siya sakin. Kamalasan naman at bawal ang mobile phone sa aming mga workstation dito sa opisina dahil mga mukha daw kaming magnanakaw ng credit card number.
Nang matapos ang isang napakahabang araw ng paghihintay ng gagawin sa opisina, dumercho ako sa Lung Center (smoking area ng opisina) upang mag-sunog ng baga. Matapos ang ilang minuto ng kwentuhan at kung anu-ano pa, dumercho ako sa locker room upang tignan ang aking mobile phone. Nakita kong mayroon akong limang mensahe. Dalawa dito ay mula kay Kat, isa mula kay Toti at dalawa mula sa paborito kong texter, ang Globe.
Una kong binasa ang mensahe ni Toti (ang bandista kong kaibigan na napaka-likot sa entablado), nagyaya siya uminom sa kanila. Nag-isip ako kung may okasyon at wala naman akong naalala kaya hindi na ako nag-reply para isipin niya na natutulog na ako. (Kinabukasan ko na nalaman na anibersaryo pala ni Camille kaya pala may maliit na celebration, pasensya na at hindi ko talaga alam. Happy anniversary nalang sa inyong dalawa!)
Sumunod ang mensahe ng Globe at ito'y binura ko na lamang dahil wala naman kwentang mensahe ito.
Binasa ko na ang mensahe ni Kat at siya ay nagyaya pumunta sa Gateway para sa ikalawang EB ng mga Pitikero. Nag-dalawang isip ako nung una dahil tila isang malaking parking lot ang kahabaan ng Ayala pero sinimulan ko narin mag-lakad mula opisina patungong MRT sa may SM. Medyo pawisan ako sa pag-lalakad dahil napaka-init kahit wala ng araw. Medyo malayo din ang aking nilakad dahil sa PeopleSupport ako. Mag-kabilang dulo ng Ayala ang nilakad ko pero ayus din dahil matagal ko ng hindi ginawa yun.
Pag-dating ko sa MRT Station, napa-isip na naman ako kung tutuloy ako dahil napaka-haba ng pila sa bilihan ng card. Masikip at mainit. May mabango at may mabaho, halu-halong amoy at talaga namang nakaka-hilo. Hindi ako maselan sa ganito pero yung mga panahong yun, dahil na rin siguro sa antok at gutom, nahilo ako. Nag-desisyon akong pumunta parin dahil mukha naman magiging masaya ang EB.
Habang naka-pila, medyo nairita ako sa tatlong matandang babae ang biglang sumingit sa pila na parang walang ibang taong naka-pila. Dalawang tao nalang ang pagitan mula sa akin at ang kahera ng biglang umeksena ang tatlong matanda. Doon ko lang naalala na hindi na nga pala kailangan pumila ng mga Senior Citizen, bakit, dahil nga Senior Citizen na sila. Kinalimutan ko nalang na nairita ako pero dahil sinulat ko na rin ito, may ideya ako, sana mag-karoon na lang ng isang takdang kahera para sa mga Senior Citizen at mga may kapansanan para naman mas madali para sa kanila at hindi na nila kailangan makipag-siksikan sa mga taong naka-pila at para narin maiwasan ang pagka-irita ng ibang tao. May katuturan ba ang aking ideya?
Balik sa EB, habang naka-sakay sa MRT, naka-tayo lang ako dahil sa dami nga ng tao at may dalawang babaeng biglang humaripas ng takbo papasok sa MRT at halos itulak ako. Buti nalang at babae sila dahil kung lalaki sila, baka pinatulan ko na sila.
Matapos ang ilang minuto at anim na istasyon ng MRT, bumaba na ako sa Araneta Center at inumpisahan kong lumakad patungong Gateway kung saan naghihintay sila sa Food Court.
Medyo naligaw ligaw pa ako ng konti dahil hindi ko naman talaga ako pumupunta sa Gateway. Una kong nakita si Kat dahil siya lang naman talaga ang kilala ko dun. Una ko siyang binati at ipinakilala niya ako sa mga Pitikero.
Nasa EB ang mga sumusunod.
Ang mga Pitikero minus the Tindero
L2R: Chat, Pot, Vince, Drew, Kat, Keith, Jen, Bea, Rachelle, Direk Coco
Ayus ang grupo, masaya at mataas ang enerhiya. Paniguradong mauulit ang pag-sama ko sa grupong ito at sana sa mga susunod na pag-kikita ay makapag-shoot naman tayo o di naman kaya ay konting inuman para mas makilala natin ang isa't isa. Sana din sa may bandang Makati naman. Pero dahil kaladkarin akong lalaki, kahit saang sulok na Maynila ay ayus lang sa akin.
Received an SMS from my Mom last Monday:
"Scheduled for interview si Gem sa Dec 1 kasi TOSFEL Nominee siya sa Youth Category...."
I'm so happy when I read this message when I woke up last Monday. This is an honor for my sister and of course for our family.
TOSFEL means Ten Outstanding San Felipenians. This award is being given to San Felipenians (people of our town - San Felipe) during our Community Affair being held every other year if I am not mistaken.. *sigh, been so long when I attended the last Community Affair. Once you got this award, you will be placed on the list of the Town's Famous people. My sister was chosen to be a nominee because of such reasons:
- she graduated in HS as the class valedictorian - March 2008
- she passed the UPCAT (UP Entrance Exam)
- she passed the DOST Scholarship Exam
She is currently taking up BS Biology and in her 1st year, 2nd sem at the University of the Philippines - Los Baños. And she needs to go home to Zambales this weekends for the interview on Monday.
These are the reasons why she was one of the nominees and of we are excited and hoping that she'll get the award for the category. If she'll get this award, she will be the 3rd on our family to get the award. My Dad and my Kuya got the same TOSFEL award last 1991. My Dad got it because our farm equipments (farm tractor, thresher and trailers) were used to help evacuate people in our town during the Mt. Pinatubo eruption on 1991. On the other hand, my Kuya has given this same award because he was the first in our town to compete on a Regional Quiz Bee in history (Sibika at Kultura that time). He got the 2nd place on this stage and he was Grade 6 then. So lucky 'coz after 17 years, here we go again, a nominee from our family was chosen. I'm just so happy.... (sana ako din.. bwahahahahah)
