obedience is very selfless. following what is asked of you without question is very admirable but on the other hand can also be stupid. there are things in this world that we conform to which we dare not question. we comply because we were born into it. we obey because it is the norm.

these were the thoughts running through my mind while i was on my way to the office. walking is my form of exercise and at the same time it keeps me sane, this is my time to ponder upon things that happened or anything under the sun for that matter (in my case, anything under the moon since i work the graveyard shift.. corny, i know!!).

aysman

isang taon na ako sa trabaho ko.. pakikinig-kinig at usap-usap. sana may mga na nakinig at natututo naman sa 'kin. hehehe.

masaya ang araw na 'to 'di dahil dun.. masaya kasi monthsary namin.  yiiiheee..

aysman

"youre sister was in an accident, can you please come here at caltex buendia.."

this was what my sister's friend said when i answered her call.. i was preparing to head off to where they were when gen called again..

"she okay, she's awake already. she said she can drive."

well, since my sister is fine, i had to celebrate.. i downed a couple of bottles with my drinking buddy.

i had my fair share of DUI back in college, one of my closest friends would ask me to drive after our acohol-abuse sessions.

we need to practice what we preach.. you shouldnt say something and mean another.. if you want me to back off just say it.. i know when to keep my distance.. i do not want to get involved.. im happy how things are going. im not angry just bewildered.

aysman

i want to write a script for a movie.. i want to believe that i have a story to tell.. its weird. below is an excerpt from a dialog that is playing on my head.